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tomorrow is my first day in the univeristy .. well actually in a few hours since it's alrady 5 am lol .. i've been asking myself this question ( am i ready??) lol i don't think i am .. a week ago i was really excited about the fact that we're gonna start soon .. coz i missed my friends and the univeristy is the only place that i can see them all on regular basis :P .. before yesterday when everyone was complaining about the school tomorrow which is yesterday i was bragging about me having one more week of vacation lol .. it's a strange feeling and it's the first time it happens that everyone's got to go to school except me .. i woke up today at 4 in the afternoon feeling great .. but i found the whole house is sleeping at that time coz they woke up early in the morning and went to school or work when i was sleeping .. it's pretty weird lol .. but still i don't think i'm ready .. this long summer made me very lazy .. i don't even want to think about anything .. my brain has actually stopped functioning .. .and i got completely disconnected from anything that has to do with dentistry .. i feel like i forgot everything .. i forgot how to hold my handpeice lool .. now i realized fun is over and i really need to be more serious coz it's time to work hard .. this year i'm gonna be a geek :D
oh ya i forgot to say welcome back everyone ;)
4:15 PM
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why do people think that doctors are not smokers?? and i'm not just talking about ciagarrettes ,, it's either sheesha or m3assil .. it doesn't matter .. once i was talking to a friend of mine about smoking and she said how come you smoke you're a doctor and you are supposed to know it's not good for your health :S .. i told her that i don't but she has the wrong idea .. i know alot of doctors who smoke and they are heavy smokers .. and they are still students .. due to the stressful kind of life they're leading .. too much work and too much stress .. so they use it as an escape to relax .. i've seen alot of students smoking but not infront of everyone coz it's not allowed but you can see them behind house of donuts .. i always see a group of guyz gathering there at that area thinking no one can see them .. well it's an open place lol if you think about it we're still human beings ,, and do you think other people who are well educated but they're in another feild wouldn't know how does smoking harm your body .. we have media and alot of campaigns were done to educate people about this fact and they still smoke .. coz simply they don't really care about their health or they just chose not to consider this fact that they already know .. so doctors are the worse smokers if they got used to it and it's difficult for them to quit after they chose it as a way of escape from stress ..
12:15 PM
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i've always luved this month .. it's the holy month where you feel good and get closer to god .. but going to school while i'm fasting was the worst .. even if we don't have clinical sessions .. you have to concentrate to understand what the hell is the doctor saying .. and to concentrate you need energy which you don't have in the first place :P .. i always suffered from going to school coz i come back really tired and i wanna sleep till the maghrib and they wake me up by force to go and grab something to eat ..and honestly everything we take in ramadan is always not recorded in my memory lol i don't even recall taking it :P but this year it's quite different .. i'm really excited that i have the whole day for myself and i don't have to do anything .. i can sleep all day and stay up all night which is the normal situation for everyone in rama'9an .. this is the advantage of the current status .. i keep asking myself if i'm ready for this month or not ?? :S i'm not ,, coz i just came from abroad and it feels like it's still summer .. that's supposed to be for fun and beach lol but seriously fun is over .. i need to get serious and enroll myself into this new situation ..
6:52 PM
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it's a vacation and we're supposed to be spending our time outside and not stay at home everyday ... i'm glad my parents are somehow open-minded people and they would give me the permission to go wherever i want .. i realy love them :D .. but there is one problem standing in the way that there is no driver :(( .. this fact really piss me off coz it's unfair that here in this country we're bounded by the presence of the driver .. or maybe he's not in the mood to go anywhere .. the situation is messed up .. we're 10 people living in the house and each one of us needs to go somewhere different .. but we should arrange it so we would go and come back at the same time .. i just wish our country was more civilized and allow us to drive like all the women everywhere .. this is the ONLY country in the whole world that prohibit driving for females .. i do understand the reason behind this .. people here don't drive properly coz they don't beleive in rules .. no one follows the rules that's why we have alot of car accidents .. and i know if they allowed it at first it's gonna be a chaos .. you'll find alot of traffic accidents .. cars being chased and traffic jam .. this is normal until things settles down we need like 5 more years to get used to this new situation .. but this is a step we should take to follow the revolution .. or we're gonna still be behind and it's true what they say about our country that we're the 3rd world country .. if i was a guy i would just grab my key and go anywhere :P:P this is one of the reasons that sometimes i have these thoughts of wishing i was a guy just to have my freedom lool
9:42 PM
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I never beleived that i do need summer training until last year .. i dunno why but i always thought summer is for fun and relaxing and i wanted nothing to do with dentistry .. but last year it hit me that my CV is preactically empty and i have no work experience anywhere .. so i just thought why not take a summer training like everyone .. they always used to say it's so much fun and exciting and i didn't figure out what's the exciting part about it :S .. i guess it's because they could meet the guys and the can talk and get to know each other without anyone watching them .. well i hate those people whose aim from this training is to hook up with some guy or a girl .. this is totally wrong because it should be professional and it's a work place .. so taking a training with this kind of intention and not because they wanna work or learn really make me despise those people .. i beleive in this saying ( don't s*** where you eat ) .. it means don't mess around in your work place because you have a reputation and people do talk about each other all the time .. with my experience with summer training i think it was very useful .. i've seen cases i would've never seen in the univeristy .. i've learned some new techniques .. just listening to what someone who had work experience has to say is quite enough for me .. what i didn't like is guys acting weird and try to be more friendly .. well i think it's not their fault because they beleive that every girl has this intention when she joined the training .. it's the impression they have of the girls and i don't blame them because sadly 90% of the girls are those kind .
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jeddah is our beautiful city but in the summer i really really do hate it :S .. i hate going out anywhere .. the only place i can go to is the beach coz most of jeddah's real people are there .. going to shopping malls and coffe shops has became unbearable coz it's really crowded with people coming from all over the kingdom .. from places you never heard of :P lol .. close minded people who judge you and give you this creepy looks .. i hate it when people judge me in this way coz we're somehow more open people .. besides it would take you double the time to reach where you usually go because of the traffic jam and our car is chased by those creepy guyz whose never seen girls in their l ives :P it's just become annoying and the best time to go out is in the mornings or the afternoon .. at night it gets annoying
and what's making it worse is the severe heat plus the humidity which ruins my hair and my make up lol :S .. i just wanna get out of heeeere and spend my summer out of this country :P jeddah is not ours in the summer
and of course jeddah '3air !!! coz it sucks loool
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of course you all know this series and i think everyone has seen it .. i was thinking that day if that show is completely fiction and not related to real life but i realized it's not .. maybe it's too dramatic lol they exaggerate in everything but it's based on true charecters that really do exist in our feild .. and these relationships do exist due to the fact that doctors spend alot of time together .. more than spending time with people outside .. we're human beings and this is normal .. i've noticed it but the difference is that here in our society it always end up with mirrage lol .. well not always but most of the time .. i'll give you an example
christina yang - i've seen alot of christinas :P eager and very competetive to be the top of their class and i don't really like those people coz they really piss me off lol you can actually see them try so hard by sucking up to the doctors and they just wanna be noticed
meredith - those kind of girls who thinks she's the most beautiful and she uses it to try to have the best catch .. the flirting kind of girls i mentioned lol and of course these kinds are famous and everyone knows them as the hot girls :P
bailey- the strict and rude instructor which everyone hates but eventually on the long run they like her when they get to know her
izzy- the emotional type .. who loves the patients and get involved with them .. she seems stupid and naive but she's a hard worker .. i think i'm an izzy :S:S and i hate myself for this coz people take me for granted which bothers me the most
george - the kind of people who doesn't make a difference .. wether they are there or not they are not that much noticed lool
mcdreamy and mcsteamy - well the hot shot guys :P who know they're a good catch and they know they had the spot light so they walk around with their heads high knowing everyone is checking them out and they always hook up with the hot girlz
alex- the jerky type who plays around and flirt with girls then leaves them - these are the worst type and btw they don't even have the looks but they have this fake confidence i dunno why :S
so they do exist coz i've been comparing and categorizing people to which type they belong :P i dunno this idea just hit me yesterday while i was watching it and it was amusing so i thought why shouldn't i write it !!
2:59 AM
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it's an amazing feeling when you actually got NOTHING to do .. if you slept all day it wouldn't matter the world is not gonna fall apart :P .. it's okay to waste your time coz you've got plenty of that time that needs to be occupied .. i miss this feeling .. this is why i love the summer vacation .. but does this feeling last for long ?? i wish lol this is how i feel for the first week of the vacation .. if you asked any medical student what r his or her plans for the vacation they'll just say i wanna sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep till forever loool .. coz they've been deprived from sleeping for a very long time .. after that we go through this phase of realizing that there's something missing which is hard work :P so we do tend to take summer training which is not required by the way .. you're not obligated to do it .. but we seek stressing ourselves coz this is the kind of life we're used to .. we're not used to having free time and we'll get bored if we have nothing to do .. there isn't a middle solution ,, we hate studying and work but still we hate having nothing to do lol so what should be done about that??
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FINALLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY and i'm saying it with a big sigh lol tomorrow is our last exam and i can't beleive we're actually done here :D
i was remembering school days .. we used to plan for the last day of exams .. it was like a sacred day when we have to go somewhere and do something crazy .. oh my god i really miss those days when we used to just get excited about stupid simple things .. just the fact that we would gather at someone's place after a long cruise with the car around the whole city , would make us happy lol .. unfortunately those days are over .. i was just thinking what am i gonna do tomrrow and i found myself totally not excited as if it's like any other ordinary day lol i'm just glad the summer is coming and i'm saying hello to the beach :P